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    I be teh ghost of PeinQ

    Post by PeinQ

    I feel like a ghost that's risen from the dead.

    I wonder why -____-;;;

    I'm not even sure WHY I stopped coming to AA... Maybe because I got too busy? It slowed my computer down? I forgot?!?!?!

    But things have been somewhat hectic lately I suppose. I mean... I guess not as hectic as they COULD be, but as I look back on these last... four months (that's the last time I got a message from Poe, so we can safely assume I haven't been here since Jaunuary) have really flown by me. I mean, my routine is the same every day, wake up at 6, get ready, be bored at school, come home, sleep, and eat in between there if I feel like it. And yet despite the same. monotonous. routine. every. day. things have changed.

    Well not CHANGED, but I do feel older, metaphorically speaking. I know I'm four months older than the last time I've been here. But metaphorically... I feel like I'm 90 years old right now.

    I've learned a lot about myself in four months too. Stuff like:
    **Despite my original thought, I CAN keep a relationship for more than 3 months.
    **I'm actually not that bad at writing sonnets.
    **I have a backbone, and I know how to use it.

    Among others. I'm especially surprised about the backbone one. I always thought I had one, but looking back... I was a pushover. Now if someone pisses me off... Well they know it. And more importantly, I'm not weak enough to subject to violence, coz that's dumb and it'll get me kicked out of school. I'm strong enough to look someone in the eye and tell them to back off. I do indeed feel accomplished.

    But... I wish that I could say the same for other people I've seen. In four months, my friends have spiraled down. And one of them brings the rest with her. Another used to text me at all hours of the night, because I'm the only one who'll listen to him.

    But for the most part, I've managed to surround myself with people who help keep me up and in a normal mood. Life is hard, but I wouldn't trade it for anything.

    At any rate I'm sort of back once in a while xDD Sorry for the long-windedness.
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    Post on Sun Apr 17, 2011 7:32 pm by quater

    I forgive you for the lond windedness. ^_^

    Hello again, PikaQ!
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    Post on Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:11 pm by PeinQ

    Why thank you Q :D I just felt like having a nice "Hello I'm back?" kind of thing O:

    Plus I figured all I was doing after school and on the weekends was being bored, so I may as well show back up :D
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    Post on Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:28 pm by quater

    Righto! Well, hello then!
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    Post on Sun Apr 17, 2011 11:12 pm by PeinQ

    Hello back :DD How have things been going? O:
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    Post on Mon Apr 18, 2011 7:32 pm by quater

    Not bad, just off and on with life my homie!
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    Post on Tue Apr 19, 2011 1:14 am by PeinQ

    Niiice sounds about the same as it's going for me, if that made any sense O: Awkward phrasing but I'm too tired to go back and make it seem not-awkward xDD
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    Post on Tue Apr 19, 2011 2:25 am by quater

    Naw, it wasn't too awkward! Ya did fine.
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    Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:19 am by PeinQ

    Why thank you :D Preparing for these super-important 'IF YOU DON'T PASS YOU CAN'T GRADUATE' tests has made my brain turn into mush hahaha
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    Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:36 am by quater

    Hm, I think I get that, yeah ^^
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    Post on Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:22 am by Mikel

    it's great to have you back ^^ and i'm pleased to know of your accomplishments. great job. ^^
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    Post on Thu Apr 21, 2011 12:37 am by PeinQ

    Q: Yeah they take muuuuch too long :/ I sat there for 3 hours doing a math test and I feel like my brain has deflated.

    Mikel: I'm glad to be back :D I forgot ho more productive I feel by posting xD And that's not sarcasm O: hahaha and why thank you :D I feel more wiser these days than ever O:
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    Post on Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:08 am by Mikel

    haha! glad you see it that way ^^

    wiser, yeah? ^^ good job. impart more of your wisdom here in AA :P
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    Post on Sat Apr 23, 2011 9:11 pm by KarateKeyaQ

    I also have a backbone :D

    And I also stopped coming on AA! Like, one day I was on and the next, I was like, wasn't there a site I use to go to?

    But I always enjoy the long blogs from Pein :X
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    Post on Mon Apr 25, 2011 9:47 am by Mikel

    KarateKeyaQ wrote:I also have a backbone :D

    And I also stopped coming on AA! Like, one day I was on and the next, I was like, wasn't there a site I use to go to?

    But I always enjoy the long blogs from Pein :X

    tsk tsk
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    Post on Tue Apr 26, 2011 1:25 am by PeinQ

    Mikel: I do indeed plan on doing so :D

    Keya: Same with me! Except every time I saw it in my favorites page I felt a twinge of guilt hahaha xDD
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    Post on Tue Apr 26, 2011 2:50 am by Mikel

    good. ^^ you've been missed.
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    Post on Tue Apr 26, 2011 11:36 pm by PeinQ

    Yay :DD
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    Post on Wed Apr 27, 2011 1:35 am by quater

    PeinQ wrote:Mikel: I do indeed plan on doing so :D

    Keya: Same with me! Except every time I saw it in my favorites page I felt a twinge of guilt hahaha xDD

    That is the ghost of AA haunting you with guilt!
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    Post on Wed Apr 27, 2011 2:13 am by Mikel

    quater wrote:
    PeinQ wrote:Mikel: I do indeed plan on doing so :D

    Keya: Same with me! Except every time I saw it in my favorites page I felt a twinge of guilt hahaha xDD

    That is the ghost of AA haunting you with guilt!

    ghost of aa = q.
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    Post on Thu Apr 28, 2011 12:59 am by PeinQ

    ^What Mikel said :D And every time I saw Q on facebook I was like "Crap I should go on AA but... It's just been too long..." hahaha!
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    Post on Thu Apr 28, 2011 2:11 am by quater

    *Opens Q's arms wide and friendly* I am a forgiving ghost.
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    Post on Thu Apr 28, 2011 2:57 am by Mikel

    haha, and you didn't even think of me, peinq? i'm hurt :P
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    Post on Fri Apr 29, 2011 1:59 am by PeinQ

    Q: I feel like I should hug you but that face looks ominous O:

    Mikel: Of course I thought of you! I was like "Man I miss Mikel. I should go on AA and message him or something." Seriously! :D No joke!
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    Post on Fri Apr 29, 2011 2:48 am by quater

    You...you lost your trust for me? PQ you've been away too long, then!

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