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    I be teh ghost of PeinQ


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    I be teh ghost of PeinQ

    Post by PeinQ

    I feel like a ghost that's risen from the dead.

    I wonder why -____-;;;

    I'm not even sure WHY I stopped coming to AA... Maybe because I got too busy? It slowed my computer down? I forgot?!?!?!

    But things have been somewhat hectic lately I suppose. I mean... I guess not as hectic as they COULD be, but as I look back on these last... four months (that's the last time I got a message from Poe, so we can safely assume I haven't been here since Jaunuary) have really flown by me. I mean, my routine is the same every day, wake up at 6, get ready, be bored at school, come home, sleep, and eat in between there if I feel like it. And yet despite the same. monotonous. routine. every. day. things have changed.

    Well not CHANGED, but I do feel older, metaphorically speaking. I know I'm four months older than the last time I've been here. But metaphorically... I feel like I'm 90 years old right now.

    I've learned a lot about myself in four months too. Stuff like:
    **Despite my original thought, I CAN keep a relationship for more than 3 months.
    **I'm actually not that bad at writing sonnets.
    **I have a backbone, and I know how to use it.

    Among others. I'm especially surprised about the backbone one. I always thought I had one, but looking back... I was a pushover. Now if someone pisses me off... Well they know it. And more importantly, I'm not weak enough to subject to violence, coz that's dumb and it'll get me kicked out of school. I'm strong enough to look someone in the eye and tell them to back off. I do indeed feel accomplished.

    But... I wish that I could say the same for other people I've seen. In four months, my friends have spiraled down. And one of them brings the rest with her. Another used to text me at all hours of the night, because I'm the only one who'll listen to him.

    But for the most part, I've managed to surround myself with people who help keep me up and in a normal mood. Life is hard, but I wouldn't trade it for anything.

    At any rate I'm sort of back once in a while xDD Sorry for the long-windedness.
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    Post on Fri Apr 29, 2011 4:31 am by SammyTheBootlegger

    That's assuming it was there in the first place!

    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 2:21 am by PeinQ

    Q: Well it might take a while to get back in the swing of things O: Then again maybe not~ ...That sounded like a Cheshire Cat answer DX xD

    SSS (I'm pretty sure that's you. Correct me if I'm wrong DX): Exactly amirite? hahaha xD
    neon kun

    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 1:23 pm by neon kun


    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 6:26 pm by PeinQ

    Of course I did~!! xDD Hahaha I missed teh bubbliness of Jan!! :DD

    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 8:11 pm by quater

    Oh you can always trust me~
    neon kun

    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 9:38 pm by neon kun

    PeinQ wrote:Of course I did~!! xDD Hahaha I missed teh bubbliness of Jan!! :DD

    LOL! *glomps* YAY! ^__________^ you get a cookie! :O *gives cookies!*

    Post on Sat Apr 30, 2011 11:09 pm by PeinQ

    Jan: -falls- Yayy cookie~!! **omnoms cookie**

    Q: So does that mean I need to give you a hug? O:

    Post on Sun May 01, 2011 1:56 am by quater



    Post on Tue May 03, 2011 12:26 am by PeinQ

    **hugs Q** o-o;

    Post on Tue May 03, 2011 12:33 am by SammyTheBootlegger

    ^ Oh noooooooo!

    (Yes, Pein. Tis I)

    Post on Tue May 03, 2011 6:55 am by Mikel

    PeinQ wrote:Q: I feel like I should hug you but that face looks ominous O:

    Mikel: Of course I thought of you! I was like "Man I miss Mikel. I should go on AA and message him or something." Seriously! :D No joke!

    you didn't message me though. tsk, tsk. :P

    Post on Tue May 03, 2011 12:51 pm by quater

    PeinQ wrote:**hugs Q** o-o;

    *Hugs back*

    Yay, I got a hug.

    Post on Wed May 04, 2011 1:28 am by PeinQ

    Mikel: I know I know I'm sorry :pp

    Q: Yay :DD

    Post on Wed May 04, 2011 11:40 am by Mikel

    you're not forgiven. ^^

    Post on Thu May 05, 2011 12:52 am by PeinQ

    Of course I am and you know it ^-^

    Post on Fri May 06, 2011 10:00 am by Mikel

    that's unfair -__-;; since when was i thought to be so lenient like this?

    haha :P

    Post on Fri May 06, 2011 7:10 pm by quater

    See? I can hug without hurting. ^^
    neon kun

    Post on Fri May 06, 2011 11:41 pm by neon kun


    Post on Sat May 07, 2011 1:13 am by PeinQ

    Mikel: Since forever :D

    Q: Oh so true it seems! O:

    Jan: **falls** xD~
    neon kun

    Post on Sat May 07, 2011 1:22 am by neon kun


    Post on Sat May 07, 2011 3:20 am by PeinQ

    I missedededed you too!!! :DD

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